A.D.D. is acting up as usual its terrably frusterating but
its alright i know that the lord has given me this weakness that i may be able
to overcome it! people may think i am weard but lets face it i could
think there weard to for lot likeing trucks and boats as much as i do! haha so
in that reguard everyone is weard! or better yet everyone is awesome! learning
the lessons that we do are just what we need to corect our bad habbits! and
make good ones! its hard being here when all you can think about is home
expecally after hitting my 18 month mark and not really felt like i have done
anything but been a burden to others because i just want to be working on
something just makes us want to do those old things again! and it dont help
that these computers are completly different that any i have ever used it just
makes me more frusterated and then i just dont want to do anything the only
thing i can do is trust i the lord i have 5 months left i have made it this far
i can finish strong it just makes me not want to touch another book or computer
ever again! its sad because i want to learn i have the desire to teach people
lately every time i study i find myself doing the exact same thing i did
growing up doing homework as a kid just imedatly get frusterated and not want
to do it fighting myself to tears I want to serve the lord full heartedly but
my body does not i love my life i love the gospel and seeing the gospel come
into the lives of others is truly an amazing feeling. any way ill cheer up
after i eat lunch or something any ways i love you all and i wish you all the
best with love Elder hazlett
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